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Thanks to those who are here with me..
I mean all this new account thing n shit.

For those who don't have a clue what I'm talking about You can see some of my old photos here > [link]

I think my photographer 'spirit' is dead, no wait, it just told me it's taking kinda of winter sleep(like some of the animals do),oh no it was never there anyway, haha

anyways, Thank you.

p.s. lalal everybody's going to war, but we don't know what they are fighting fooooor, lalal everybody's going to war lalalal

mīlu

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UPDATE

exams, looking for uni(s) and shitz got me so nervous I couldn't take a lot of photos

AND NOW my memory-card is dead, which sucks, I have no money really to buy a new one, have to pay for studies, but I keep taking photos with my film cameras, with some old and some cheap new films, only don't have money(colour) or time/patience(for the b&w films) to develop them.
you see I develop the b&w films myself with dad, but since the only dark place is bathroom which is small and I'm only home for like 2 days now, and I'm so tired I just want to get drunk and chill from all shitz..

I FEEL MORAL SICKNESS.
and insomnia is coming back again..

but everything else is really good, and I'm happy, just a bit sad my creative spirit or whatever it is has to die just because of situations like these

so kids, You will have to be more patient than I am, and wait for more new stuff